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Post by Mermaid on May 13, 2007 10:45:49 GMT -5
Diana,
you are contridicting your self here:
"she took all my paths away. so i cant walk amongst that. however i still have mine layed out."
you said taht kt took away your paths, and then you said that you still had them layed out. that's a little confusing there...
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Post by Dia on May 13, 2007 17:36:15 GMT -5
-_- heh, man, i should of just deleted the whole damn thing.
look. she has no more paths for me becuase she dosnt want to be my friend no longer. and i said that was alright in a way. because, im making my own paths. away from it all. away from the life of the shitty things that i keep doing. for once, im walking on my own. im not leaning on anyone anymore. the path i made is an unknown one so for all i care it could lead me somewhere(trouble or non trouble) i dont really care anymore. i mean, yes, i really am sorry that i said anything. still hurts me to this day to even think of it. cause it wasnt all so intentional to hurt her. and if she thinks that it was, then hell, she wasnt a real friend then. you ALL should know its never intentional to hurt any of you. if you dont believe that then so be it. im not waisting my energy to prove something as to that. tho i AM taking all the energy i have to fix it even a little. if it means never to comunicate with her, then ok. i'll do it. even not in words, i'll know what she wants. (yes i know that's confusing but what ever i dont have to explain) i still want her to be happy. so i'll do what it takes. im just sorry that it hurt so bad. im sorry that i never relized how much power i have to hurt someone so much. and so.....
-bows- im still sorry
and trust me. im am and i will do anything and everything that i have left to fix it. if i have that much power to hurt. then i know i have enought to heal. even if its just a tiny bit. but really, stupid thing to even ask, but isnt there just a slight chance that i was a friend, maybe i can be forgiven and fix what i've done. cuase i know i cant prove it now. but i aint the same. i wont make the same mistake again. and the only way i can prove that to anyone is to just give air and leave you be. but if i cant be forgiven, then im only sorry to myself that i made such poor poor friends. cause for a second. just now, what my parents have been telling me, i really had good friends. but, what ever. its your choice. either way, im not leaning on anyone. im independent now. for once im acutally feeling better. and no its not cause i dont have you as a friend kt, its because im actually awake and realized how shitty i was. that's the only reason why im feeling better. because im changing myself. anways. sorry. laterz...and sorry again.
im gonna delet all but this and dawns post. everything else is and was now deleted.
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Post by Mermaid on May 28, 2007 7:50:22 GMT -5
omg. that was amazing stupid and hilarious
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Post by Mermaid on May 28, 2007 7:50:50 GMT -5
that was supposed to go in the quiz thread. sorry.
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Post by Dia on May 28, 2007 14:23:13 GMT -5
ok....i was like...." wuh.....is she going delutional. XD " its ok. ^_^ but i agree funny stupid game but hilarious.
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